25 10 / 2011
That’s the twist that i wasn’t expecting
I’m not those kind of people who could express their feelings naturally and wholeheartedly,especially to my parents.
Honestly, i am not really missing my parents even we havent met for several months, probably i might be,i just dont know how to say it out. As separation to me is no big deal.
Being a typical Gemini is kinda driving me crazy. Sometimes i realize how important my family meant to me which makes me dedicate to be with them, yet sometimes seems like i am always off on my own. I used to put family as top priority, coz i respect them as they are always models who i should look up to, and that’s why i thought it worthy to give up some of my values or dreams. Yet,I myself, dont know whether it remaind unchanged today.
Well, people say,the more you grow up, the more you gain and at the same time, the more you stand to lose. One should be fearless. Family is whom we share our fears with, is where we shun all difficulties, and is gradually becoming what we forget how it used to be. Since, when we are on the way to our goals, insisting on our values and perspectives would make us somehow fail to find where exactly we are, and how far we can reach. We begin to hide all these uncertainties inside a corner of hearts, never ever disclose to anyone. This is indeed painful as all is suffered by yourself.
Who would know that one day you carelessly fell down from a bicycle? Who would know that one day you made a huge mistake? no one knows. But i do know, no matter how hurt it is, you have to stand up, wipe your tears and keep moving on.
There is always twist.
